This just in:

I'm going to sing "I Give it up" in front of BCF. And Serena. On Thursday. This Thursday. In a time where I hardly any of the lyrics are true. Cool.

Holding back the tears, I put a smile on my face [true]
Hoping that by shoving it aside, the pain would go away [true]
I don't know what to do anymore, there must be another way [true]
But with all this bundled up inside, I can't do anything but say [nope]

I give it up, I let it go, I let the tears fall [yeah... no]
Let the burden be lifted and bondage untangled [not yet]
I want to be free [true but anger's nice too]
Then suddenly I am lifted and I fall to my knees [yeah right]
Amazed at how You still love me [I wouldn't exactly say 'amazed'... and 'love'?]
Then I start to find the peace [what's peace?]

My body's shaking, my soul is tired [yep]
I have a heavy heart [true]
All this time I was doing it all, thinking that was smart [isn't it?]
I'm not quite ready to begin anew, so tomorrow's when I'll start [yeah, let's postpone it]
But with all the weight and stress on me, my life just falls apart [not false]

I kneel here, quietly, thinking, crying [uh, yeah]
I haven't done this in awhile [that's true]
I'm filled with love, with peace, with hope [biggest lie]
And I find that I can smile [wait for real, or the smile in the beginning of the song?]



This should be interesting.

(5/25/08)