Cake

I'm very excited about worship team next year. I'm still torn between two feelings: extreme humility at feeling unworthy to lead the team when it's going to be so new and fresh and people are excited. They could've thrown me in with a whole bunch of unexcited, inexperienced worshippers. That's what I'm qualified for. Not to be chosen to lead what could be a turning point in BCF worship.

Then there's the feeling that I am qualified. The feeling that I do deserve to lead. The feeling that I expected to be asked. That feeling rather scares me.

Reconciling the two feelings seems easy. For feeling unqualified, I simply let Jesus work through me. Easy enough. For feeling qualified, I simply surrender my pride to let Jesus work through me.

Piece of cake.

(2/5/08)