More than anything

This is what I wish for more than anything:

1) That I would know what complete freedom is like.
2) That she would know complete freedom and that she would fall deeply in love with Jesus.
3) That Christiana were still here.
4) That I hadn't said what I said to him.

But as angry as I still am at him, a part of me, the part that hurts for Serena and the part that God dwells in and the part that still believes he's a good person, a part of me still wants him to fall into Jesus' arms too.

I thought I was done dealing with it. But somehow I wrote it on a postcard. And somehow I wanted to tell someone.

I wish I knew what complete freedom looked like.

(2/27/08)